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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Does my expression convey STRESS??!

Today, we had a CSAS 4 meeting with the lecturer..Ms Tam...

It was like any other meeting..
Clarify doubts..
Check progress of work..
Have additional info..
and stuff..

But i was surprised that she can tell just from the lok on people's face whether they are happy or not..
wow..that's er..
superb..
She obviously detected unhappiness from a few members of our CSAS 4 group..
So, she also didn't make it too friendly to them..
though she did answer the questions posted by them..
perhaps it was for the benefit of the whole group..

When the meeting ended, some of us stay back to ask questions...
then as i had a lot of questions..
i was the only one left in the room..
being alone with ms tam isn't funny anymore..
she dun joke too much anymore..
she tends to get a bit more serious..
she answers my questions..
but after the questions..
she asked me..
are u stressed out??
i was surprised that she asked that..
cos i doubt it was evident from my face that i'm stressed out..

ok..so since she guessed it..
i might as well confessed..
and she start to tell me why she think i stressed out..
she says..
you are spending too much of your energy on each part of the resume..
you dun need to to that..
the impt part of a resume is just the work experience, education, achievements and skills..
so just concentrate on that...no need to concentrate on the personal details etc..
and she said i lack confidence..

WOW..She hit the nail on the spot..!
I SERIOUSLY lack confidence..
I know my this trait is contradicted in my horoscope personality..
Perhaps that's why horoscope isn't 100% correct then..
Coming to think of it, i lack confidence cos..
Some of the things in life, u can achieve it if you have confidence..
how to be confident??
i really dunno..
But i wish i can be more confident..
my speechlessness is a result of not confident..
I sometimes dunno how ppl will react when i suggest something..
cos most of the time my suggestion are far from ppl's main viewpoint..
kind of abstract..or is only an idea..
so it's kind of hard for ppl to believe in a idea..
and some ppl think i'm joking..
Sigh..
Seriously need to change my viewpoint to the masses..
perhaps then, i can open up n be more confident..

=WiN=

WiNter's FirsT Snowflake.. @ 7:22:00 PM