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Monday, April 11, 2005
Filled With Regret..

"Perhaps Life is Just one big barrel of Regret & Remorse.."

I have been lost touch with my sec school friends for as long as i can remember..
We had a class chalet last yr..
With a really low attendance..
Several of the guys were there..
Only a trio of the gals were present..
That is such a sad thot..

Then, now i realized...
Almost all of my Sec Sch male classmates are in NS now..
Aww..except for a few of us..The rest are in CAMPS!!
Sob..Sob..
If only i have been hanging out more often with them..
Perhaps, we still might have fun & wonderful memories to take comfort in..
But i selfishly used my time for my own selfish purpose..
To complete my tutorial, revision, finding extra info on my subjects,
attempt past-yr papers..play online games..or just sleep..
Oww...I must have been really selfish to keep my time all to myself..
I had no idea how sad i'm gonna be when i'm all alone..
But now..Now..
Regret has hit my heart..And i know it won't stop..
Perhaps, i too dun wish it to stop..
Maybe, i wish to be regretful till..till i won't be selfish again..
But i aren't really sure if being regretful helps..
I just silently hoped that all of my pals in NS
would be having a much less troubled time..
I'll visit ur blogs as often as i miss hanging out with ya..
Take care in NS..

And just one more confession..
I'm truly, deeply sorry for not remembering your b'day until it's too late..
Hope to gain ur forgiveness..
With utmost regret, i apologised to you again.

=WiN=

WiNter's FirsT Snowflake.. @ 12:05:00 PM