'~WoNdErFuL 2 ThOuSaNd 6..

Wednesday, January 26, 2005
HaPpY oR NOT?????????

This morning..
I got this msg from the gal i liked..
asking me if i'm serious when i said i like her..
I'm surprised to receive such a msg early in the morning..
I thot i'm dreaming...
but the msg is still stored in my phone..Till now..
So, i'm not dreaming..

Though i wish to tell her immediately..
I sms to ask why she ask me that..
I thot that she had sense my real feelings for her
and were ready to accept me..
but she replied that becos our classmates
has been teasing about us being together..
so she wanna know the truth behind the teases..
She promised me that
she'll take whatever i'm going to tell her
as the truth..absolute truth..and she promised
it won't hurt our present friendship..
After much consideration,
i confessed that i still like her..
haven changed a single bit..
as long as she's happy, i'm ok..
then i wait eternal minutes before i got her reply..

Her reply was like a shot to my heart..
I feel like crying but i can't...
Cos my heart's crying aloud so much
that my eyes have no more tears to flow..
She may not be able to know it..
and i wish she never would have known..
She's the one i felt so deeply for..

Some of my friends have been consoling me..
thanks to u all..u know huh u're..
heartfelt thanks to u all...
i know i'm not alright now..
but i promised u all that i'll try to get over it soon..
give me time..
Time is what i need to heal these painful wounds..

We would be seeing each other tml..
I'm not sure how i gonna face her..
but somehow i just know that i need to be 'normal'
so it won't make her feel bad/sorry
about the stuff she told me today..
at least that's the least i can do for the one i like..
and wish her the best in her relationship..

WiN =_(

WiNter's FirsT Snowflake.. @ 4:01:00 PM